I AM NOT...

It's midnight. Sharp 1a.m in 6th August 2012. I can't sleep cause I've just took caffeine about 2 hours ago. Jadi burung hantu jap ekhh. HEHE. I always want to updating my blog but I don't have to much time to spent here. Out of sudden, this little heart want to confess something deeply from the bottom of my heart.

Speaks out, I AM NOT STRONG like my appearance everyday. I AM NOT SMART like my others friends. I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL like other girls who looks simple but still looks pretty in peoples eyes. I AM NOT HAPPY as I shows you my laugh. I AM NOT BRAVE as you see me walking up straight without look back. I AM TOTALLY TOTALLY STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH ABOUT WHO I AM TODAY! I AM NOT COMPLETE FOR WHAT I AM DOING, DID OR WHATEVER!

I always seek for my strengths in everything I do. These days, there are to much great students with genius brains are competes for victory. I only have ONE DREAM that I do really want it sooo baddd. I WANT TO BE A SMART STUDENTS. I always remember my dad says " people who have knowledge will always look noble. You looks beauty with knowledge." Tp, adik tak lawa =(  Dad says make sense to me. He also had told me " nak pakai barang branded boleh. Abah tak kisah. Tp, otak kena bijak. Tak guna pakai barang branded tp, otak stupid."

Father says always TRUE! And Yes! I do what he said. I don't mind that I am not pretty. Pretty is just a temporary gift from HIM. All I want is SEEK KNOWLEDGE until liang lahad. It's okay even though I'll not get 4.00 for every semester. But, I must go and run to achieve it. We can change future! Trying is not waste guys. You just waste your time by your LAZY! Lazy controlling yourself all the time.

6WEEKS left for kuliah session. Final is just about 2month less. Seriously, this semester my target is too big! A lot more work I need to finish. Just need the spirits from others who I love =')

So, goodnight all =)
Stay beauty as always. Muaahhhaha.

Salam~

-I am still improving my writing skills-